I have thoughts in my fragile mind
Hard feelings that I should drop behind
A fierce torment that flows in my veins
Enmity and agony and all that what remains
My heart is burning on a heat of pain
It wont go away and I will slowly drain
its overburdening my soul how can I explain

In this world I don't belong
Struggled to adapt in vain for so long
I got lost without knowing what to pursue
I evaporated the strength to pull through
Gone in sorrow I made my negligence to let it grow
a rash suicidal desire for you to know

Maybe it was me and how I revive
All the times I kept the drama alive
Maybe it was the pain I wished you to see
Ohh I wish that you didn't flee

When you left me selfishly and enjoyed relief
I was hopeless and flooded by tears of grief
drowned within a cage of hundred thoughts
doomed by them in rage with their chain of hundred plots
Today I choosed to sell my pity with a rhyme
Desperate on stage to express myself this time
Singing lyrics and rhymes that are only a bore
Bringing no beauty or love feelings that everyone adore

Am I depressed now
Or desperate enough to feel?
Am I obsessed now
Or you to indipendent to feel?
If I confessed now
Now your empathy I wouldn't even value or feel!

Maybe it was me and how I revive
All the times I kept the drama alive
Maybe it was the pain I wished you to see
Ohh I wish that you didn't flee
You have no consciousness or rationality
All you do is hate and misjudge me in reality
You didn't cared to show me no pity or sorrow
All you showed me is that you are shallow or hollow
Now even I don't care about myself
I left my rhymes laying on a dusty shelf
My feelings for you are just lyrics that bore
Now I left you this sentence that will cause sore

I may go with the surely won't be missed

NaikJoy