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I've made my decision
My longing for you burns me,
A glowing ember flares in my heart,
Blazing like a flame.

I yearn, I ache for a smile, for words from your lips.
The road to you kills me—
It feels like a lifelong journey,
An endless path that only ends
When I’m engulfed in a scent that fills my body with smoke.

Will I ever return to you?
Will my feet carry me back to the streets,
To the gardens, to the magic of that place?

I rebel, I refuse, I insist on defiance—
For this is what life has taught me
Of the dictionaries of women.

So be distant as the sky,
And let me keep my thoughts of you, my memories.
For you are no longer the boat that saves me from the sea’s depths—
Now, you are the storm.

Between you and me lies my island—your eyes.
I will not sail toward the lighthouse.
Let the waves and the sea rocks kill me,
For drowning in the water is my salvation
From your ever-changing love.

In the end, this is my soul—
And now, alone, I hold the decision.

Nada, hvala za prevod.

Lp, Faeq