Kept lying down
Trying to fall asleep
To catch again
That crazy dream
Throughout this
Unexplainable day

Desperately chasing
Some weird, poisonous
Mixture of memoars
Yearnings and make-beliefs
Buying insanity
Willingly rolling myself
Into the arms of a strait-jacket

Trying to revive
Images from the astro-sphere
Being the last forgotten whore
Just to feel you near
To float around your perverted
Yet joyful essence
To soak it into my
Self-destruction

In the dusk of my mind
You hold me tight
But even there the truth can't be ignored
I feel your passion
But nothing more
You're a pin in my throat
Bitter and sore
I swallow you down
I swallow it all
Your lies
Your deceit
Your imposturous soul

I'm bare
I'm broken
I'm blown away

And so went by
Another unexplainable day


ODPIHNJENA

Polegala sem
Skozi ves ta nedoganljivi dan
In skušala znova ujeti spanec
Znova odpreti
Časovni portal do sanj

Hlastala brezumno
Za sladko-kislo sirotko
Nabrano na jedru spominov
Hlepenj in izmišljotin
Požirala čisto norost
Prostovoljno
Zlezla v prisilni jopič

Da bi oživila
Podobe astralnih slik
Bi se prodala
Kot zadnja vlačuga
Za tvoj dotik
Za tvojo sprevrženo
Radostno bit
Da bi te vsrkala
Zopet v svojo raz-bitost

V sencah razuma
Me slednjič objameš
A resnici nikdar ne ubežim
Si me še enkrat vzameš
Z naslado telesne strasti
Je pretanka ta nit
Žgeš me v grlu
Ko te pogoltnem
Ko goltam vse
Kar si
Vse tvoje maske
Prevare
In vse laži

Gola
Zlomljena
Odpihnjena stran

In tako je minil
Še en nedoganljivi dan

Aleksandra Kocmut - Kerstin