My bewildered mind keeps me silent from reaction

as my emotional spectrum steers me away..(music starts) in dismay ..

and all that I am shatters me apart.. and even so

its perplexing how I agree.. to let myself go

I crave to fulfill the search for balance

and resilience leads me to control..I admit

though all I am.. gets repressed!

this vibe that I emit is not my best

and like this I wont find peace and a moment to rest

(prechorus)

so enlighten me..show me the depth or gravity

ego seclusion is what I fear

and I have no choice but to dismiss..

it all needs to go..go drowning in an abyss!!

(chorus)

I have to get rid of all the vanity.. of all this insanity

of a imaginative grid filled with all this unmitigated triviality!

and now I shall find the peace 

and hear,love and please..others that are more important then me

and I will forget all this self-gratification..that will steer me away..

steer me away from..everyone that I wish I could form a bond with..

with all this mess that eats my insides.. I shall find a way 

even tho it may or may not lead me to peace..

SOLO (guitar + violin)

1x prechorus

1x chorus (piano at the ending)

it atleast will grant me true love,pride and self-esteem (ending guitar tone with finger vibrato) 

NaikJoy