Only love was hard

deep inside

cherish my soul

kindly re-mourn

dying,

where were you

a shadow

in between a ghost of funny laughs

my dream,

I can't belive there was,

stupid as hell,

kind failure,

no words, no life, no one,

can replace this 

missing, dying, caring

unbelievable it is,

what is my love

what yours

do you still feel my breathing

like I feel yours

can't understand what is this

not pain, not missing,

just presence

your spirit

looking for me

seeking our love

wanting more

can't let go

but you have to

life is just not enough

for what we were 

it is not earth it was

heaven or hell.

sanyav